I'm lame at updating this journal.

Possibly because I said I'd keep it drama free... but I've seen nothing but drama, seriously.
Lots has happened. I don't really want to go into it right now. The tl;dr version: I've been rotting away here. And it took an interesting kick in the butt to make me realize it. But I urgently need to spread my wings and fly.

Where to? Dunno. I'm torn in a few different directions. It's a battle of head vs. heart. Head says be logical and go where it makes sense. Heart says go where I'll be happy. Head says strive to be the smart, successful young adult that everyone else seems so concerned that I be. Heart says follow your dreams. Heart is hurting right now for many reasons out of my control and just wants to be happy. But head says pay attention, as it can't stay in the clouds.
I need to have a serious talk with my bodyparts, here. But I'm overdue for any kind of mildly rewarding venture. Seriously.



Seriously.



Been riding out an art wave spawned by these turbulent times... I've just been lazy with it. Or sentimental. Most of it was therapy art anyway. Ionno. check my sketchblog if you want. Not much there, but there will be. Been on a conceptual kick and that seems to not turn up here as much.
Joined a draw-a-thon to keep myself hammering out art with a deadline. Since I guess that's what I want to do at some point, career-wise.
I guess.

If you haven't noticed, I've become pretty darn indifferent about things.
In fact, I don't feel like finishing this entry. but I will.

The End.

~ Teh Mutt